Remember not only what brotherhood means,
but also what it does not mean. It emphatically does not mean
equality, for twins and triplets are comparatively rare; under all
but the most abnormal circumstances, brotherhood implies a difference
in age, and consequently all sorts of other differences, in strength,
in cleverness, in capacity.
Brotherhood implies community of
interest, but not community of interests. If the family be rich all
its members profit thereby; if the family be poor, all its members
suffer accordingly. So there is a community of interest. But the
individual interests of the brothers not only may be, but also for
many years must be, absolutely different. What interests has the boy
of fourteen in common with his brother of six? Each lives his own
life among friends of his own age, and has far more in common with
them than with his brother. What cares the elder brother of
twenty-five, fighting his way in the world, for all the prizes and
anxieties of school-life which fill the horizon of that second
brother?
It is not to be expected, then, that because they are
brothers men shall feel alike or be interested in the same things. It
would not be desirable, even if it were possible, for their duties
differ according to their ages, and the one thing which most promotes
the evolution of the human family as a whole is that every man should
strive earnestly to do his duty in that state of life to which it
shall please God to call him, as the Church catechism puts it. This
does not in the least imply that every man must always remain in the
station in which his karma has placed him at birth; if he can
honestly and harmlessly make such further karma as will raise him out
of it he is at perfect liberty to do so. But at whatever stage he may
be, he should do the duties of that stage. The child grows steadily;
but while he is at a certain age, his duties are those appropriate to
that age, and not those of some older brother. Each age has its
duties — the younger to learn and to serve, and the older to direct
and protect; but all alike to be loving and helpful, all alike to try
to realize the idea of the great family of humanity. Each will best
help his brothers, not by interfering with them, but by trying
earnestly to do his own duty as a member of this family.
The
brotherhood of our Society ought to be a very real thing. It is
important that we should recognize and realize a close fellowship, a
feeling of real unity and drawing together. This will be achieved if
members will forget their own personal feelings and think chiefly of
the interests of others. The
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heart of the Society is making for
itself a body on the buddhic plane, a channel through which the Great
Ones can work. The perfection of the channel as such depends upon the
attitude of the earnest and devoted members. As yet it is very
imperfect, because of the tendency of each member to think too much
of himself as a unit, and too little of the good and well-being of
the whole. The stones of the wall must be built each in its own
place; one standing out of place here, or projecting there, causes
roughness, and the wall as a whole is a less perfect wall. We form
but a little part of a vast scheme, one wheel as it were of a
machine. It is for us to make ourselves really fit for our little
part; if we do that, though we may be quite unfit to take a leading
position in the drama of the world, yet what little we do is well
done and lasting, and will honorably fill its place in the greater
whole.
You are all aware that in seven hundred years' time our
two Masters will commence the founding of the sixth root-race, and
that even already They are looking about for those who will be
suitable assistants for Them in that work. But there is something
nearer than that to be done — and it is a work which will afford
excellent practice in developing the qualities necessary for that
larger work; and this is the development of the sixth sub-race of the
Aryan race, which is now just beginning to be formed in North
America. Already signs are to be seen of the preparations for this
work; different races are being welded together in one; and we too
have our part to play in this. We all recognize how important it is
that a child' s early years should be surrounded by good influences,
and it is just the same with the childhood of a race. If we can
succeed in starting this young race along right lines much will be
gained; and we, even at this distance from America, can be of great
help at this critical period of history, if we will.
Part of
the scheme very shortly to be realized is the drawing together of the
various branches of our fifth sub-race, the Teutonic. Many of us
belong to that — the English colonies, the Americans, the
Scandinavians, the Dutch and the Germans; and many also in France and
Italy, as for example the Normans, who are the descendants of the
Norsemen, and also those in southern countries who are descendants of
the Goths and Visigoths. What is desired in order to promote the work
of the great plan is that all these races should be drawn into much
closer sympathy. This has already been achieved to a great extent in
the case of England and America.
The great purpose of this drawing together is to
prepare the way for the coming of the new Messiah, or, as we should
say in Theosophical circles, the next advent of the Lord Maitreya, as
a great spiritual teacher, bringing a new religion. The time is
rapidly approaching when this shall be
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launched — a teaching which
shall unify the other religions, and compared with them shall stand
upon a broader basis and keep its purity longer. But before this can
come about we must have got rid of the incubus of war, which at
present is always hanging over our heads like a great spectre,
paralyzing the best intellects of all countries as regards social
experiments, making it impossible for our statesmen to try new plans
and methods on a large scale. Therefore one essential towards
carrying out the scheme is a period of universal peace. Many efforts
have already been made in various ways to bring about this result —
but it seems that some other way
will have to be tried.
If we of the fifth sub-race can but put
aside our prejudices and stand side by side, a great work lies before
us in the future. Ours is the latest sub-race, and therefore
contains, generally speaking, the highest egos in evolution. Yet the
majority of the people in it are by no means ready to respond to a
purely unselfish motive as a means of bringing about the universal
peace required.
How then can this best be attained? By making
it to the interest of all these nations to insist upon universal
peace. Remember that trade suffers during war. We of these various
branches of the Teutonic race are the greatest trading nations of the
world, and I hope that we may shortly realize that it is to our
interest to bind ourselves together, and to stand for peace. Truly
this is not a very high motive, for it is merely self-interest; but
still when the rulers and great statesmen are moved to desire unity
from the abstract love for humanity, this lower motive may help to
bring their less developed fellow-countrymen into line with them, and
cause them warmly to support any movement which they may set on foot
for that object.
Each race has its own peculiarities, just as each
individual has. If we wish to cooperate in the great work we must
learn to allow for these, to be tolerant of them, and to regard them
with a kindly interest, instead of sneering at them or letting them
get on our nerves. What then can we do practically to help these
great national affairs? This at least: that when in our presence
unkind or sneering remarks are made about other nations, we can make
a point of always putting forward considerations on the other side,
and saying something kindly. We may not always be able to contradict
the evil thing said, but at least we may supplement it with something
that is good.
There are perhaps but few of us, but at least in
the course of a year each of us probably meets at least a thousand
others, and each of us may to that extent be a center for helping our
own nation to see good in others, and thus, though it may be only in
a small way, we may be able to smooth the path and make the way for
union easier. Many people are constantly in the habit of speaking
with narrow prejudice against the peculiarities of other nations;
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let
us at least take care not to do this, but always bear in mind the
importance of promoting friendly feeling. Do not let us despair when
we think how little each one of us can do in the matter; let us
rather remember that every little effort will be used by Those who
are working from behind. No doubt the scheme will be carried out
whether or not we take the privilege which is offered to us of
helping in it; but that is no reason why we should not do our best.
Nor is it only good people who are used in the promotion of the
scheme. All sorts of forces are being used by the Great Brotherhood
that stands behind to forward necessary work. Yes, even the very
selfishness and the failings of men. “Blindly the wicked work
the righteous will of heaven,” as Southey writes in Thalaba.
And “All things work together for good to them that love
God.” This was spoken as regards personal karma, but the same
thing holds good in regard to greater and broader schemes. For
example, the bigotry of the Christian Church, evil though it is, has
not been altogether valueless, for it has helped to develop strength
of faith, since the ignorant cannot believe strongly without being
bigoted. Self-seeking in commercial pursuits is evil also, yet it has
in it a certain power which can be turned to account by those who
stand behind, for it develops strength of will and concentration,
qualities which in a future life may be put to most valuable uses.
We each have an opportunity to help in this scheme, to cooperate
on the side of good. If we do not take the opportunity offered to us,
another will, and if not that other, then another, but in any case
the work will be done.
We know that already some to whom the
opportunity has been offered have cast it aside; but that is only all
the more reason why we should work with greater vigor, so as to
atone for their defection — to do their share as well as our own.
Never for a moment must we fear that because of such defection the
work will be allowed to suffer. We cannot but regret that our poor
friends should lose their opportunities — that from ignorance and
lack of clear-sightedness they are working so sadly against their own
interests. Yet remember that their folly is but temporary; they will
awaken to the truth some day — if not in this life, then in some
other. Meantime inside all is well, and the Great Work is going
forward.
The evolution of the world is, after all, like any
other large undertaking. Think of the making of a railway, for
instance. It does not matter to the railway company or to the future
passengers which workman lays a certain rail or drives a certain
bolt, so long as it is well and truly done; and the overseer
will
attend to that. It matters very much to the workman , for
he who works receives the pay, while the other gets nothing. The
overseer
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regrets it when a workman goes off in a fit of temper or of
drunkenness and refuses to work for a day; but he thinks,
“Never mind, he will come back tomorrow,” and meantime he
employs some one else. Many have left the work in just that way in an
outburst of personality, but they will return. The question is not as
to whether the work shall be done — the Masters will see to that in
any case; it is only as to who will embrace the opportunity of doing
it.
Many people who contend bitterly against the right are
merely showing that they are not yet fit to pass this test; they have
not yet reached the stage where they can forget themselves utterly in
the work; their personalities are still rampant, and so they are
capable of being shocked and thrown off their balance, if some new
fact comes before them. It is sad, of course, but it is only
temporary; they have lost a good opportunity for this life, because
they are not yet strong enough for it; but there are many lives yet
to come. Meantime others will take their places. Never forget that
one thing of importance is that the Masters' work should be done; let
us at least be among those who are doing it now, even though there
are many who cannot yet see clearly enough to help us. They repudiate
the Masters for this life, like a naughty little boy who gets angry
with his parents, and in a fit of passion runs away and hides
himself; but presently hunger brings the naughty little boy home
again, and in the same way hunger for the truth which they have once
tasted will bring most of them back to the feet of the Masters in
their next lives. Meantime let us stand firm, and fill our hearts
with peace even in the midst of strife.
If we would rise to our
opportunity we must rub down our corners and get rid of our awkward
personalities, and forget them in encouraging good feeling in every
possible way. If we hear something said against somebody else let us
at once try to put the other side, and this both with regard to
nations and individuals. Counterbalance the evil by speaking the
good — not to give a false impression, but to give the best possible
aspect or interpretation of the facts. Our work is to make the
machine run smoothly, and neutralize the friction. Our aim is to be a
united whole as a Society, and to help towards harmony in the outside
world. The scheme is great, the opportunity glorious; shall we take
it?
Yet beware lest you should make the idea of preparing
yourself for grand work in the future an excuse for neglecting the
minor opportunities of every-day life. A good example of what I mean
is offered by a letter which I recently received, in which the writer
says that he finds himself in the position of having to teach a
Theosophical Branch, and that he feels it a great responsibility, of
which he cannot think himself worthy because his knowledge is at
present so imperfect. Now in reply to this I shall say:
Do not
be in the least troubled about your position towards your Branch.
Assuredly it is a responsibility to teach, but on the other
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hand it
is a very great privilege. Think of it rather in this way, that here
are number of hungry souls, and Those who stand behind have been so
kind to you as to give you the opportunity of being the channel
through which these can be fed. You have the broad principles of the
teaching clearly in mind, and your own common sense will keep you
from going far wrong in details. I admire your extreme consciousness,
but if you keep these main principles steadily before your pupils,
you are very little likely to go wrong in your teaching.
We all
have the responsibility of which you speak, and those of us who have
to write the books and give the lectures feel it far more acutely
than you can imagine. Indeed we have sometimes been told by friends
that we ought to have attained adeptship before we wrote any books,
so that it might be quite certain that there should be no mistakes in
them. I can only say that we decided to share our imperfect knowledge
with our brothers, even while we still have very much to acquire; and
I think that the result has justified our decision. If we had waited
until we attained adeptship, it is true that our books would have
been perfect — and they are very far from being perfect now — but
then you see you would all have had to wait a thousand years or so
for them, which would have made a considerable difference to the work
of the Society in the present century. It seems to me that the
problem that lies before you is an exactly similar one. You also
might refrain from teaching until you knew everything; but what would
become of your Branch in the meantime?
Helping the World
One of the first
qualifications which are required for the treading of the Path is
single-mindedness or one-pointedness. Even worldly men succeed
because they are one-pointed, and we can learn from them the value of
determination on our own line. Our goal is not so tangible as theirs,
so we have more difficulty in keeping the one-pointed attitude of
mind; but in India the importance of the unseen is more easily
realized than in the West. It is good to seek the company of those
who are more advanced, to whom the realities of the Path are
constantly present; also to read and hear and think about our purpose
frequently, and unwaveringly to practise the virtues by which alone
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This an age of hurry and
scurry; the tendency is for people to do a little of many things, but
nothing thoroughly — to flutter from one thing to another. No man now
devotes his life to a masterpiece, as was often done in the Middle
Ages in Europe, in old days in India.
Occultism changes a man's life in many ways, but in none more than in this; it makes him
absolutely one-pointed. Of course I do not mean that it causes him to
neglect any duty that he used to do; on the contrary, the
never-ceasing watch to fulfil every duty is its first prescription.
But it gives him a keynote of life which is always sounding in his
ears, which he never forgets for an instant — the key-note of
helpfulness. Why? Because he learns what is the plan of the Logos,
and tries to cooperate in it.
This involves many lines of
action. To be able to help effectively he must make himself fit to
help; hence he must undertake the most careful self-training, the
elimination of evil qualities from himself, the development merit of
good ones. Also he must maintain a constant watchfulness for
opportunities to help.
One special method of helping the world
lies ready to the hand of members of our Society — that of spreading
Theosophic truth. We have no right and no desire to force our ideas
on any one, but it is our duty and our privilege to give people the
opportunity of knowing the real explanation of the problems of life.
If when the water of life is offered, a man will not drink, that is
his own affair; but at least we should see that none perishes through
ignorance of the existence of that water.
We have
then this duty of spreading the truth, and nothing should be allowed
to interfere with it. This is the work that as a Society we have to
do, and we must remember that the duty is binding upon each of us.
Our minds must be filled with it, we must be constantly thinking and
planning for it, seizing every opportunity that offers. It is not for
us to excuse ourselves because some other member seems to be doing
nothing; that is his business, and we are in no way concerned in it;
but if we ourselves neglect to do our very best, we are failing in
our duty. It was not to illumine our own path that this glorious
light came to us, but that we also in our turn might be light-bearers
to our suffering brothers.
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Criticism
If we wish to make any progress in
occultism, we must learn to mind our own business and let
other people alone. They have their reasons and their lines of
thought which we do not understand. To their own Master they stand or
fall. Once more, we have our work to do, and we decline to be
diverted from it. We must learn charity and tolerance, and
repress the mad desire to be always finding fault with someone else.
It is a mad desire, and it dominates modern life —
this spirit of criticism. Every one wants to interfere with somebody
else's duty, instead of attending to his own; every one thinks he
can do the other man's work better than it is being done. We see it
in politics, in religion, in social life. For example the obvious
duty of a Government is to govern, and the duty of its people is to
be good citizens and to make that work of government easy and
effective. But in these days people are so eager to teach their
Governments how to govern that they forget all about their own
primary duty of being good citizens. Men will not realize that if
they will but do their duties, karma will look after the
“rights” about which they are so clamorous.
How
comes this spirit of criticism to be so general and so savage at this
stage of the world's history? Like most other evils, it is the
excess of a good and necessary quality. In the course of evolution we
have arrived at the fifth sub-race of the fifth root-race. I mean
that that race is the latest yet developed, that its spirit is
dominant in the world just now, and that even those who do not belong
to it are necessarily much influenced by that spirit.
Now each
race has its own special lessons to learn, its own special quality to
unfold. The quality of the fifth-race is what is sometimes called
manas — the type of intellect that discriminates, that notes the
differences between thing. When it is perfectly developed, men
will note these differences calmly, solely for the purpose of
understanding them and judging which is best. But now, in this stage
of half-development most people look for differences from their own
point of view not in order to understand them
but in order to oppose them — often violently to persecute
them. It is simply the point of view of the ignorant and unevolved
man, who is full of intolerance and self-conceit, absolutely sure
that he is right (perhaps he may be up to a certain point) and that
everybody else therefore must be entirely
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wrong — which does not
follow. Remember that Oliver Cromwell said to his council:
“Brethren, I beseech you in the sacred name of the Christ to
think it possible that you may sometimes mistake!”
We too
must develop the critical faculty; but we should criticise
ourselves, not others.
There are always two sides to
every question; generally more than two. Kritein means to
judge; therefore criticism is useless and can only do harm unless it
is absolutely calm and judicial. It is not a mad attack upon the
opponent, but a quiet unprejudiced weighing of reasons for and
against a certain opinion or a certain course of action. We may
decide in one way, but we must recognize that another man
of equal intellect may emphasize another aspect of the question, and
therefore, decide quite otherwise. And yet in so deciding he may be
just as good, just as wise, just as honest as we ourselves.
Yet
how few recognize that; how few rabid protestants really believe
Catholics to be good men; how few convinced redhot radicals really
believe that an old Tory squire may be just as good and earnest a man
as themselves, trying honestly to do what he thinks his duty!
If a man comes to a decision different from our own we need not
pretend to agree with him, but we must give him credit for good
intentions. One of the worst features of modern life is its eager
readiness to believe evil — its habit of deliberately seeking out the
worst conceivable construction that can be put upon everything. And
this attitude is surely at its very worst when adopted towards those
who have helped us, to whom we owe thanks for knowledge or
inspiration received. Remember the words of the Master:
“Ingratitude is not one of our vices.” It is always a
mistake to rush madly into criticism of those who know more than we;
it is more seemly to wait and think matters over, to wait and see
what the future brings forth. Apply the test of time and the result;
“By their fruits ye shall know them.” Let us make a rule
to think the best of every man; let us do our work and leave others
free to do theirs.
Prejudice
Beware of the
beginnings of suspicion: it will distort everything. I have seen it
come between friends and noticed how a little suspicion
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soon grows
into a giant misunderstanding. Every harmless word is distorted, and
mistaken to be the expression of some unkind or improper motive,
while all the time the speaker is utterly unconscious of the
suspicion. It is the same when opinions differ about books or
religion; a slight difference of opinion is fostered by dwelling upon
all that tells on one' s own side and against the other side, until
the result is an absurdly distorted view. One finds it again with
color prejudice although those now wearing white bodies have worn
brown ones and vice versa, and the habits of one have been
or will be the habits of the other. Brotherhood means the getting rid
of prejudices; knowledge of the fact of reincarnation ought to help
us to overcome our limitations and uncharitableness.
We who are
students of the higher life must rise above these
prejudices. It is a difficult task, because they are ingrained —
prejudices of race, of caste, of religion; but they must
all be rooted out, because they prevent clear sight and true
judgment. They are like colored glass — still more like cheap,
imperfect glass; everything seen through them is distorted, often so
much so as to look entirely different from what it really is. Before
we can judge and discriminate we must see clearly.
It
is always very easy to attribute some evil motive to others whom we
have allowed ourselves to dislike, and to discover some evil
explanation for their acts. This tendency forms a very serious
impediment in the path of progress. We must tear away our own
personalities, for only then shall we be at all able to see the other
person as he is. A prejudice is a kind of wart upon the mental body,
and of course when a man tries to look out through that particular
part of the body he cannot see clearly. It is in reality a congested
spot in the mental body, a point at which the matter is no longer
living and flowing, but is stagnant and rotten. The way to cure it is
to acquire more knowledge, to get the matter of the mental body into
motion, and then one by one the prejudices will be washed away and
dissolved.
This evil effect of prejudice was what Aryasangha
meant when he said, in The Voice of the
Silence, that the
mind was the great slayer of the real. By that he was drawing
attention to the fact that we do not see any object as it is. We see
only the images that we are able to make of it, and everything is
necessarily colored for us by these thought-forms of our own
creation. Notice how two persons with preconceived ideas, seeing the
same set of circumstances,
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and agreeing as to the actual happenings,
will yet make two totally different stories from them. Exactly this
sort of thing is going on all the time with every ordinary man, and
we do not realize how absurdly we distort things.
The duty of
the Theosophical student is to learn to see things as they are, and
this means control, vigilance and a very great deal of hard work. In
the West, for example, people are very much prejudiced along
religious lines, for we are born into a certain religion and
sedulously taught that all others are superstitions. Our ideas
therefore are biased from the first, and even when we do learn to
know a little about other religions and respect them it would be
difficult for us to imagine ourselves born into them. Those who are
Hindus can scarcely think of themselves as being born as Christians
or Muhammadans, and just in the same way the Christian or Muhammadan
has an equal difficulty in thinking of himself as a Hindu or a
Buddhist, although it is practically certain that in some past life
he has been in one or other of these religions.
Many so-called
protestant Christians will not even now trust a Roman Catholic, and
the more ignorant people are, the greater is their distrust of that
to which they are unaccustomed. The peasantry, for example, have an
instinctive distrust of all foreigners, and there are many country
places in England where, let us say, a Frenchman, unless in poverty
and needing help, would certainly be regarded with suspicion. If he
is hungry he will be fed, and treated with compassion; but let him
come as a fellow-workman and all that he does will be criticised,
laughed at, and suspected. Now of course all this comes from
ignorance, and occurs because the peasantry are unaccustomed to
meeting with foreigners.
The removal of such prejudice is one
of the great advantages gained by an intelligent man when he travels.
In the Theosophical Society men of different nations are being drawn
much more closely together; Indians are learning to trust white
people, and white people in turn are learning that Indians are much
the same as themselves. I was working in Amsterdam during the Boer
war, and though in Holland generally there was a strong feeling at
the time against England, there was never the slightest trace of it
among the Dutch Theosophical members. It is most interesting to
attend one of the European Theosophical Conferences, and to see the
really hearty good feeling which exists between men of different
nations — how unfeignedly glad they are to see one another, and how
they rejoice in one another's company. One
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sees at once that if such
fellow-feeling as exists between the members of the Theosophical
Society could only spread to a majority of their fellow-countrymen in
the various nations, war would at once become a ridiculous
impossibility.
As things are now we form opinions on very
slight grounds; you meet a person for the first time, and something
that he says, or some trivial gesture, arouses in you a little
dislike of him, so that there is a slight wall between you and him.
This may seem an unimportant matter, yet if you are not careful that
slight bias against the person will grow into a barrier which will
for ever prevent you from understanding him. To a certain extent you
see him through this thought-form that you have made, and you cannot
see him correctly, for it is like looking through a twisted and
colored glass which distorts everything.
Sometimes, but not so
often, a prejudice is in favor of the person, as in the case of a
mother who can see no harm in what her child does, even though he may
seriously harm others. Now whether they be against a person or in
favor of him, both of these are equally prejudices, mental delusions
which slay the real. The best way to see truly is to begin
determinedly to look always for the good in every one, as our
prejudices are generally on the other side, and we are sadly prone to
see the evil where none exists. We differ from other people in
color, in dress, in manners and customs, and in outer forms of
religion, but all these are merely externals, and all that goes to
make up the real man behind and beneath all this is much the same in
us all. It is not after all so difficult to learn to look behind the
outer shells in which people conceal themselves. Thereby they usually
make the worst of themselves, for the main faults nearly always lie
on the surface, and the real gold is often successfully concealed.
One who aspires to make progress must overcome this blindness to the
worth of others, this tendency to judge by surface characteristics.
Remember that no one who desires to stand on the side of good as
against evil can ever be refused the opportunity, no matter how
ignorant or bigoted he may be. The Masters always take the good and
use it wherever it appears, even if there is in the same man much
that is bad also; and Their use of this force for good greatly helps
the man who has generated it. For example, They will use the
devotional force which is to be found even in a murderous fanatic,
and thus They will allow him to do some good work and consequently to
be helped.
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We also should imitate the Great ones; we should
always try to take the good in everything and everybody. Do not look
for and accentuate the evil in any one, but select and emphasize the
good. Go on doing your own work to the best of your ability, and do
not trouble yourself about the work of another, or about how he is
doing it. Even if other people make difficulties in your way, climb
over them and do not worry; they are your karma, and after all these
things from outside do not really matter. Do not make the mistake of
thinking that others are trying to thwart your good purposes. All
these people are much like yourself, think of it — would you
deliberately choose to do a wicked thing like that?
Curiosity
Be so centerd in your work that you
have no time to find fault with others, or to pry into their affairs.
If only each man would mind his own business the world would be
infinitely happier.
This prying into other people's affairs
works much of evil, and it is quite accurate to say that the person
who does it is suffering from a disease. The man who is prying is not
usually doing it for the purpose of helping, but simply to satisfy
his curiosity about something which does not concern him, which is
symptomatic of his disease. Another symptom is that the man cannot
keep to himself the information which he has so nefariously acquired,
but must everlastingly be pouring it out to others as foolish and as
wicked as himself. For it is wicked beyond all doubt, this gossip —
one of the wickedest things in the world. Ninety-nine times out of a
hundred what is said is an absolute fabrication, but it does an
enormous amount of harm.
It is not only the damage done to
another person's reputation; that is the least part of the evil. The
gossip and his pestilential cronies perpetually make thought-forms of
some evil quality which they choose to attribute to their victim, and
then proceed to hurl them upon him in an unceasing stream. The
natural effect of this will be to awaken in him the evil quality of
which they accuse him, if there is anything at all in his nature
which will respond to their malicious efforts. In the one case out of
a hundred in which there is some truth in their spiteful prattle,
their thought-forms intensify the evil, and so they pile up for
themselves a store of the terrible karma which comes from leading a
brother into sin. Theosophists especially should be careful to avoid
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evils, because many of them are making some effort in the
direction of developing psychic powers, and if they should use those
for the purpose of prying into other people's affairs or for sending
evil thoughts to them, their karma would be of the most terrible
nature.
Never speak unless you know, and not even then unless
you are absolutely certain that some definite good will come of it.
Before you speak ask yourself about what you are going to say:
“Is it true? Is it kind? Is it useful?” And unless you
can answer these three questions in the affirmative, your duty is to
remain silent. I am well aware that an absolute following of this
rule would reduce the conversation of the world by about ninety per
cent, but that would be an unspeakable advantage, and the world would
advance much more rapidly.
When we understand the underlying
unity of all we cannot be otherwise than helpful, we cannot stand
aside from our brother's sorrow. Of course there may be many cases
where physical aid is impossible, but at least we can always give the
help of sympathy, compassion and love, and this is clearly our duty.
For a man who realizes Theosophy harshness is impossible. Any member
who acts roughly or coarsely is failing in his Theosophy, and if he
fails in patience he is failing in comprehension. To understand all
is to forgive all, to love all. Every man has his own point of view,
and the shortest road for one man is not by any means necessarily the
best for another. Every man has a perfect right to take his own
evolution in hand in his own way, and to do with regard to it what he
chooses, so long as he does not cause suffering or inconvenience to
any one else. It is emphatically not our business to try to put
everybody right, but only to see that all is right on our side in our
relation with others. Before we undertake an effort to force someone
else into our path it will be best for us carefully to examine
his, for it may be better for him. We ought to be always ready
to help freely to the fullest extent of our power, but we ought never
to interfere.
Know Thyself
The old Greek saying Gnothi seauton,
know thyself, is a fine piece of advice, and self-knowledge is
absolutely necessary to any candidate for progress. And yet we must
beware lest our necessary self-examination should degenerate into
morbid introspection,
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as it often does with some of the best of our
students. Many people are constantly worrying themselves lest
unawares they should be "sliding back," as they call it. If they
understood the method of evolution a little better they would see
that no one can slide back when the whole current is moving steadily
forward.
As a torrent comes rushing down a slope, many little
eddies are formed behind rocks, or perhaps where the water is
whirling round and round, and therefore for the moment some of it is
moving backward; but yet the whole body of water, eddies and all, is
being swept on in the rush of the torrent, so that even that which is
apparently moving backwards in relation to the rest of the stream is
really being hurried forward along with the rest. Even the people who
are doing nothing towards their evolution, and let everything go as
it will, are all the while gradually evolving, because of the
irresistible force of the Logos which is steadily pressing them
onwards; but they are moving so slowly that it will take them
millions of years of incarnation and trouble and uselessness to gain
even a step.
The method in which this is managed is
delightfully simple and ingenious. All the evil qualities in man are
vibrations of the lower matter of the respective planes. In the
astral body, for example, selfishness, anger, hatred, jealousy,
sensuality, and all qualities of this kind are invariably expressed
by vibrations of the lower type of astral matter, while love,
devotion, sympathy, and emotions of that class are expressed only in
matter of the three higher sub-planes. From this flow two remarkable
results. It must be borne in mind that each sub-plane of the astral
vehicle has a special relation to the corresponding sub-plane in the
mental body; or to put it more accurately, the four lower sub-planes
of the astral correspond to the four kinds matter in the mental body,
while the three higher correspond to the causal vehicle.
Therefore it will be seen that only higher qualities can be built
into the causal body, since the vibrations created by the lower can
find in it no matter which is capable of responding to them. Thence
it emerges that while any good which the man develops within himself
records itself permanently by a change in his causal body, the evil
which he does and thinks and feels cannot possibly touch the real
ego, but can only cause disturbance and trouble to the mental body,
which is renewed for each fresh incarnation. Of course the result of
this evil does store itself in the mental and astral permanent atoms,
and so the man has to face it
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over and over again, but that is a very
different matter from taking it into the ego and making it really a
part of himself.
The second remarkable result produced is that
a certain amount of force directed towards good produces an
enormously greater effect in proportion than the same amount of force
directed towards evil. If a man throws a certain amount of energy
into some evil quality it has to express itself through the lower and
heavier astral matter; and while any kind of astral matter is
exceedingly subtle as compared with anything on the physical plane,
yet as compared with the higher matter of its own plane it is just as
gross as lead is on the physical plane when compared with the finest
ether.
If therefore a man should exert exactly the same amount
of force in the direction of good, it would have to move through the
much finer matter of these higher sub-planes and would produce at
least a hundred times as much effect, or if we compare the lowest
with the highest, probably more than a thousand times. Remember that
even in addition to what has been said as to the effect of force in
different grades of matter, we have the other great fact that the
Logos Himself is by His resistless power steadily pressing the whole
system onwards and upwards, and that, however slow this cyclic
progression may seem to us, it is a fact which cannot be neglected,
for its effect is that a man who accurately balances his good and
evil comes back, not to the same actual position, but to the same
relative position, and therefore even he has made some slight
advance, and is as it were in a position just a little than that
which he has actually deserved and made for himself.
It will be
clear from these considerations that, if any one is so foolish as to
want to get really backwards against the stream, he will have to work
hard and definitely towards evil; there is no fear of
“sliding” back. That is one of the old delusions which
remains from the times of the belief in the orthodox devil, who was
so much stronger than God that everything in the world was working in
his favor. Really the exact opposite is the case, and everything
round a man is calculated to assist him, if he only understands it.
So many of our most conscientious people are just like the child
who has a little garden of his own, and constantly pulls up his
plants to see how the roots are growing — with the result of course
that nothing grows at all. We must learn not to think of ourselves
personally, nor of our personal progress, but enter the path of
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development, go on working for others to the best of our ability, and
trust our progress to take care of itself. The more a scientist
thinks about himself the less mental energy he has for the problems
of science; the more a devotee thinks about himself the less devotion
has he to lavish upon his object.
Some self-examination is
necessary, but it is a fatal mistake to spend too much time in
self-examination; it is like spending all one' s time in oiling and
tinkering at the machinery. We use what faculties we have, and in the
use of them others will develop and true progress will be made. If
you are learning a language, for example, it is a mistake to try to
learn it from books quite perfectly before you make any attempt to
speak it; you must plunge into it, and make mistakes in it, and in
the effort you will learn in due course to speak without mistake. So
in the course of time what is called renunciation will come
naturally, and even easily. No doubt when men first attempt to live
the higher life they do definitely renounce many things which are
pleasures to others — which still have a strong attraction even for
them; but soon the man finds that the attraction of such pleasures
has ceased, and that he has neither time nor inclination for the
lower enjoyments.
Learn above all things not to worry. Be
happy, and make the best of everything. Try to raise yourself and
help others. Contentment is not incompatible with aspirations.
Optimism is justified by the certainty of the ultimate triumph of
good, though if we take only the physical plane into account it is
not easy to maintain that position. One’s attitude in this matter
depends chiefly upon the level at which one habitually keeps one' s
consciousness. If it is centered chiefly in the physical plane one
sees little but the misery, but when it becomes possible to center it
at a higher level the joy beyond always shines through. I know the
Buddha said that life was misery, and it is quite true on the whole
with regard to the manifested life down here, yet the Greeks and
Egyptians managed to extract much joy even from this lower life by
taking it from the philosophical point of view.
We never lose
anything by making the best of things, but gain very much in
happiness and in the power of making others happy. As our sympathy
and our love grow we shall be able to receive within ourselves all
the streams of emotion and of thought which come to us from others,
and yet we shall remain within ourselves unaffected, calm and joyous,
like the great ocean which receives the waters of many rivers and yet
remains always in equilibrium.
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The inner life of an aspirant
ought not to be one of continual oscillation. Outer moods change
constantly because they are affected by all sorts of outside
influences. If you find yourself depressed, it may be due to any one
of half-a-dozen reasons, none of them of any real importance. The
physical body is a fertile source of such ills; a trifling
indigestion, a slight congestion in the circulation, or a little
over-fatigue may account for many conditions which feel
quite serious. Even more frequently depression is caused by the
presence of some astral entity who is himself depressed, and is
hovering round you either in search of sympathy or in the hope of
drawing from you the vitality which he lacks. We must simply learn to
disregard depression altogether — to throw it off as a sin and a
crime against our neighbors, which it really is; but, anyhow, whether
we can succeed fully in dispersing its clouds or not we must learn
simply to go on as though it were not there.
Your mind is your
own mind, into which you should allow entrance only to such thoughts
as you, the ego, choose. Your astral body is also your own, and you
should not allow in it any sensations except those which are good for
the higher self. So you must manage these vibrations of depression,
and absolutely decline to give harbourage to them. They must not be
allowed to impinge upon you. If they do so impinge they must not be
permitted to effect a lodgment. If, to some slight extent, in spite
of your efforts, they do hang about you, then it is your duty to
ignore them and to let no one else know that they even exist.
Sometimes people tell me they have had moments of splendid
inspiration and exaltation, and glowing devotion and joy. They do not
realize that these are precisely the moments when the higher self
succeeds in impressing himself upon the lower, and that all that
which they feel is there all the time, but the lower self
is not always conscious of it. Realize by reason and by faith that it
is always there, and it becomes as though we felt it, even in the
time when the link is imperfect and down here we feel it not.
But many a man, while admitting the truth of this in the abstract,
yet says that he cannot perpetually feel this happiness because of
his own defects and constant failures. His attitude in fact is very
much that adopted in the litany: “Have mercy upon us miserable
sinners.” Now we are all sinners in the sense that we all fall
short of what we ought to do, and constantly do what we ought not to
do, and constantly do what we ought not to do but there is no need to
aggravate the offense by being miserable sinners. A
miserable person is a public nuisance, because he is a center of
infection, and is spreading misery and sorrow all
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round upon his
unfortunate neighbors — a thing which no man has a right to do. Any
man with just the same feelings, who contrives to keep himself
reasonably happy even while making determined efforts to reform, is
not injuring others in at all the same way.
People who think
and speak of themselves as miserable worms are going exactly the
right way to make themselves miserable worms, for what a man thinks,
that he is. All such talk is usually hypocrisy, as you may easily see
from the fact that the man who so readily calls himself a miserable
worm in church would feel distinctly insulted if anybody else called
him so in ordinary daily life. And whether it is hypocritical or not
it is certainly nonsense, for we passed the reptilian stage of
evolution long ago, if we ever were in it. Anyone who understands at
all the influence of thought will realize that a man who really
thinks himself a miserable worm has already deprived himself of any
power of rising out of that state, while the man who realizes
strongly that he is a spark of the divine life will feel ever hopeful
and joyous, because in essence the divine is always joy. It is a
great mistake to waste time repentance; what is past is past, and no
amount of remorse can undo it. As one of our own Masters once said,
“The only repentance that is worth anything whatever is the
resolve not to do it again.”
Asceticism
Some mistaken ideas seem prevalent among our members upon the
subject of asceticism, and it may be worth while to consider what it
really is, and how far it may be useful. The word is usually taken to
signify a life of austerities and of mortification of the body,
though this is somewhat of a departure from the original meaning of
the Greek word asketes, which is simply one who exercises himself as
an athlete does. But ecclesiasticism impounded the word and changed
its sense, applying it to the practice of all sorts of self-denial
for the purpose of spiritual progress, on the theory that the bodily
nature with its passions and desires is the stronghold of the evil
inherent in man since the fall of Adam, and that it must therefore be
suppressed by fasting and penance. In the grander Oriental religions
we sometimes encounter a similar idea, based on the conception of
matter as essentially evil, and following from that the deduction
that an approach to ideal good or an escape from the miseries of
existence can be effected only by subduing or torturing the body.
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The student of Theosophy will at once see that in both these
theories there is dire confusion of thought. There is no evil
inherent in man except such as he has himself generated in previous
births; nor is matter essentially evil, since it is just as much
divine as is spirit, and without it all manifestation of the Deity
would be impossible. The body and its desires are not in themselves
evil or good, but it is true that before real progress can be made
they must be brought under the control of the higher self within. To
torture the body is foolish; to govern it is necessary. “The
men who perform severe austerities ... unintelligent,
tormenting the aggregated elements forming the body, and Me also,
seated in the inner body — know these demoniacal in their
resolves.”
(Bhagavad-Gita, xvii. 5,6.)
And again,
“The austerity done under a deluded understanding, with
self-torture, ... that is declared of darkness.”
(Ibid, xvii . 19.)
There appears to be a
widely-spread delusion that to be really good one must always be
uncomfortable — that discomfort as such is directly pleasing to the
Logos. Nothing can be more grotesque than this idea, and in the above
quoted texts from the Bhagavad-Gita we have a hint that it
is perhaps worse than grotesque, for it is there said that they who
torment the body are tormenting the Logos enshrined in it. With us in
Europe this unfortunately common theory is one of the many horrible
legacies left us by the ghastly blasphemy of Calvinism. I myself have
actually heard a child say: “I feel so happy that I am sure I
must be very wicked” — a truly awful result of criminally
distorted teaching.
Our Masters, who are so far above us, are
full of joy; full of sympathy, but not of sorrow. We also must feel
sympathy with others, but not identify ourselves with their sorrow. A
man in great trouble can judge nothing clearly. To his vision all the
world seems dark, and it appears as if no one should be happy. When
he is in great joy, all the world appears bright, and it seems as if
no one ought to be unhappy. Yet nothing is changed, not even he
himself, but only his astral body. All the world is going on just the
same, whether you are happy or unhappy. Do not identify yourself with
your astral body, but try to get out of this web of illusion, these
personal moods.
No doubt this ludicrous theory of the merit of
discomfort comes partly from the knowledge that in order to make
progress man must control his passions, and from the fact that such
control is disagreeable to the unevolved person. But the discomfort
is very far from being meritorious; on the contrary, it is a sign
that the victory is not yet achieved. It arises from the fact that
the lower nature is not yet dominated, and that a struggle is still
taking
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place. When the control is perfect there will no longer be any
desire for the lower, consequently no struggle and no discomfort. The
man will live the right life and avoid the lower because it is
perfectly natural for him to do so — no longer because he thinks he
ought to make the effort, even though it may be difficult for him. So
that the discomfort exists only at an intermediate stage, and not it,
but its absence, is the sign of success.
Another reason for the
gospel of the uncomfortable is a confusion of cause and effect. It is
observed that the really advanced person is simple in his habits, and
often careless about a large number of minor luxuries that are
considered important and really necessary by the ordinary man. But
such carelessness about luxury is the effect, not the cause, of his
advancement. He does not trouble himself about these little matters
because he has largely outgrown them and they no longer interest
him — not in the least because he considers them as wrong; and one
who, while still craving for them, imitates him in abstaining from
them, does not thereby become advanced. At a certain stage a child
plays with dolls and bricks; a few years later he has become a boy
and his play is cricket and football; later again when he is a young
man these in turn lose much of their interest, and he begins to play
the game of love and life. But an infant who chooses to imitate his
elders, who throws aside his dolls and brick and attempts to play
cricket, does not thereby transcend his infancy. As his natural
growth takes place he puts away childish things; but he cannot force
the growth merely by putting these away, and playing at being older.
There is no virtue whatever merely in becoming uncomfortable for
discomfort's sake; but there are three cases in which voluntary
discomfort may be a part of progress. The first is when it is
undertaken for the sake of helping another, as when a man nurses a
sick friend or labors hard to support his family. The second is when
a man realizes that some habit to which he is addicted is a hindrance
in his upward way — such a habit, say, as tobacco-smoking,
alcohol-drinking, or corpse-eating. If he is in earnest he gives up
the habit instantly, but because the body is accustomed to that
particular form of pollution it misses it, cries out for it, and
causes the man a great deal of trouble. If he holds firm to his
resolution his body will presently adapt itself to the new
conditions, and when it has done so there will be no further
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discomfort. But in the intermediate stage, while the battle for
mastery between the man and his body is still being fought, there may
be a good deal of suffering, and this must be taken as the karma of
having adopted the vice which he is now forsaking. When the suffering
passes the karma is paid, the victory is won, and a step in evolution
is achieved.
I am aware that there are rare cases (when people
are physically very weak) in which it might be dangerous to
relinquish a bad habit instantaneously. The morphine habit is an
instance in point; one who is a victim to its horrors usually finds
it necessary gradually to decrease the dose, because the strain of
abrupt cessation might well be great than the physical body could
endure. It would seem that there are certain pitiable cases in which
the same system of gradual decrease must be applied to the
flesh-eating habit. Doctrine tell us that while the digestion of
flesh takes place chiefly in the stomach, that of most forms of
vegetable food belongs to the work of the intestines; and therefore a
person in very weak health sometimes finds it advisable to give to
these various organs a certain amount of time to adjust themselves to
the necessary change, and to practise, as it were, the functions
which they are now required to fulfil. The steady pressure of the
will, however, will soon bring the body into subjection and adapt it
to the new order of things.
The third cases in which discomfort
may have its use is when a man deliberately forces his body to do
something which it dislikes, in order to make sure that it will obey
him when necessary. But it must be distinctly understood that even
then the merit is in the ready obedience of the body, and not in its
suffering. In the way a man may gradually learn indifference to many
of the minor ills of life, and so save himself much worry and
irritation. In this training himself in will, and his body in
obedience, he must be careful to attempt only such things as are
advantageous. The Hatha Yogi develops will-power, assuredly, when he
holds his arm above his head until it withers; but while he grains
enormously in will-power he also loses the use of his arm. The
will-power can be developed just as well by some effort the result of
which will be permanently useful instead of permanently hampering--
by the conquest, for example, of irritability or pride, impatience or
sensuality. It would be well if all who feel a yearning for
asceticism would take to heart the words of wisdom in the
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represents an average
astral body when comparatively at rest. In it there are many hues
which show the presence of undesirable qualities — qualities which
should be weeded out as soon as may be; but that side of the subject
is treated in the book, and it is to another feature that I wish now
to draw attention.
I have said that the illustration shows what
an ordinary undeveloped astral body would look like if comparatively
at rest; but one of the evils of what we have agreed to call
civilization is that hardly any astral body ever is even
comparatively at rest. Of course it is understood that the matter of
an astral body must always be in perpetual vibration, and each of the
colors that we see in the drawing marks a different rate of that
vibration; but there should be a certain order in this, and a certain
limit to it. The more developed man (on p. 131) has five rates of
vibration, but the ordinary man shows at least nine rates, with a
mixture of varying shades in addition. That is clearly not so good as
the other, but the case of the majority of people in the West is
really far worse than that. To have even nine rates of simultaneous
vibration is already bad enough, but in the astral body of many a man
and woman one might easily observe fifty rates or even hundred. The
body should be divided into a few fairly definite areas, each
swinging steadily at its normal rate, but instead of that, its
surface is usually broken up into a multiplicity of little
whirl-pools and cross-currents, all battling one against the other in
the maddest confusion.
All these are the result of little
unnecessary emotions and worries, and the ordinary person of the West
is simply a mass of these. He is troubled about this thing, he is
annoyed about that, he is in fear about a third, and so on; his whole
life is filled with petty little emotions, and all his strength is
frittered away on them. A really great emotion, be it good or bad,
sweeps over the whole of a man's astral body and for the time brings
it all to one rate of vibration; but these small worries make little
vortices or centers of local disturbance, each of which persists for
a considerable time.
The astral body which thus vibrates fifty
ways at once is a blot upon the landscape and a nuisance to its
neighbors. It is not only a very ugly object — it is also a serious
annoyance. It may be compared to a physical body suffering from some
unusually aggravated from of palsy, with all its muscles jerking
simultaneously in different directions. But to make the illustration
even partially adequate we should have to assume that this palsy was
contagious,
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or that every one who saw its unfortunate results felt an
irresistible tendency to reproduce them. For this horrible choas of
catastrophic confusion produces an unpleasant and most disturbing
effect upon all sensitive people who approach it; it infects their
astral bodies and communicates to them a painful sensation of unrest
and worry.
Only a few have yet unfolded the faculties which
enable them to see this maleficent influence in action; a larger
number are vaguely conscious of discomfort when they approach one of
these fussy persons; but probably the majority feel nothing definite
at the time of meeting, though later in the day they will probably
wonder why they are so inexplicably fatigued. The effect is there and
the harm is done, whether it be immediately perceptible or not.
A person who is so foolish as to allow himself to get into this
condition does much harm to many, but most of all to himself.
Frequently the perpetual astral disturbance reacts through the
etheric upon the dense physical vehicle, and all sorts of nervous
diseases are produced. Nearly all nerve troubles are the direct
result of unnecessary worry and emotion, and would soon disappear if
the patient would but hold his vehicles still and possess his soul in
peace.
But even cases where a strong physical body is able
successfully to resist this constant irritation from the astral, its
effect upon its own plane is no less disastrous. These tiny centers
of inflammation which thus cover the whole astral body are to it what
boils are to the physical body — not only themselves causes of acute
discomfort, sore spots the least touch upon which produces terrible
pain, but also weak spots through which the life-blood of
vitality drains away, and through which also blood-poisoning from
without may take place. A person whose astral body is in this
distracted condition can offer practically no resistance to any evil
influence which he may encounter, while he is quite unable to profit
by good influences. His strength flows out through these open sores,
at the same time that all sorts of disease-germs find entrance by
them. He is not using and controlling his astral body as a whole, but
allowing it to break up into a number of separate centers and control
him. His little worries and vexations establish themselves
and confirm their empire over him until they become a legion of
devils who possess him so that he cannot escape from them.
This
is a painfully common condition; how is a man to avoid
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falling into
it, and if he is already in it, how is he to get out of it? The
answer is the same to both questions; let him learn not to worry, not
to fear, not to be annoyed. Let him reason with himself as to the
utter unimportance of all these little personal matters which have
loomed so large upon his horizon. Let him consider how they will
appear when he looks back upon them from the next life, or even
twenty years hence. Let him lay well to heart the words of wisdom,
that of all the outward things that happen to a man “nothing
matters much, and most things matter not at all.” What he
himself does or says or thinks is of importance to him, for
that forms his future; what other people do or say or think matters
to him nothing whatever. Let him abstract himself from all these
little pin-pricks of daily life, and simply decline to be worried by
them.
It will need some resolution at first, for it requires
effort to conquer a well-established bad habit. He will find his mind
muttering to him over and over again: “Mrs. Jones spoke evil of
me; perhaps she is doing it now; perhaps other people may believe
her; perhaps it may do me harm,” and so on ad
infinitum. But he must reply: “I don't care what
Mrs. Jones has said, though I am sorry the poor woman should
make such bad karma. I absolutely decline to think of it or of her. I
have my work to do, and have no time to waste in thinking of foolish
gossip.”
Or it may be that forebodings of coming evil are
constantly thrusting themselves into his brain: “Perhaps next
year I may lose my position; perhaps I shall be starving; perhaps I
shall be bankrupt; perhaps I may lose the affection of some
friend.” This also should be met firmly: Perhaps all these
things may happen, but also perhaps they may not, and it is useless
to try to cross a bridge before one come to it. I shall take all
reasonable precautions, and when that is done I decline to think
further of the matter. Worrying cannot affect whatever may be coming,
but it can and certainly will make me unfit to meet it. Therefore I
refuse to worry; I definitely turn my back on the whole
subject.”
Another common form of worry which leads to the
most serious results is the folly of taking offense at something
which somebody else says or does. Ordinarily common sense would lead
a man to avoid this mistake, and yet those who do avoid it are few.
It needs only that we should think dispassionately about the matter,
and we shall see that what the other man has said or done
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cannot make
any difference to us. If he has said something which has hurt our
feelings, we may be sure that in nine cases out of ten he has not
meant it to be offensive; why then should we allow ourselves to be
disturbed about the matter? Even in the rare cases when a remark is
intentionally rude or spiteful, where a man has said something
purposely to wound another, it is still exceedingly foolish of that
other to allow himself to feel hurt. If the man had an evil intention
in what he said, he is much to be pitied, for we know that under the
law of divine justice he will certainly suffer for his foolishness.
What he has said need in no way affect us, for, if we think of it, no
effect whatever has really been produced.
The irritating word
does not in any way injure us, except in so far as we may choose to
take it up and injure ourselves by brooding over it or allowing
ourselves to be wounded in our feelings. What are the words of
another, that we should let our serenity be disturbed by them? They
are merely a vibration in the atmosphere; if it had not happened that
we heard them, or heard of them, would they have affected us? If not,
then it is obviously not the words that have injured us, but the fact
that we heard them. So if we allow ourselves to care about what a man
has said, it is we who are responsible for the disturbance
treated in our astral bodies, and not he.
The man has done and
can do nothing that can harm us; if we feel hurt and injured and
thereby make ourselves a great deal of trouble, we have only
ourselves to thank for it. If a disturbance arises within our astral
bodies in reference to what he has said, that is merely because we
have not yet gained control over those bodies; we have not yet
developed the calmness which enables us to look down as
soul upon all this, and go on our way and attend to our own work
without taking the slightest notice of foolish or spiteful remarks
made by other men. This is the merest common-sense, yet not one in a
hundred will act upon it.
That fact is that any one who wished
to become a student of occultism must not have any personal feelings
that can be offended under any circumstances whatever. A man who has
them is still thinking of himself; whereas our duty is to forget
ourselves in order to remember the good of others. Nothing can offend
you if you have resolved not to be offended — if you are thinking
only how to help the other man, and not at all of yourself.
Another variant of the disease is less personal and therefore is
so far less blame-worthy, but hardly less prejudicial to progress. It
is the habit of fussing over trifles in business or in household
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affairs. This always involves a lack of discrimination and of the
sense of perspective. It is quite true that a household or a business
must be orderly, that things must be done punctually and exactly; but
the way to achieve this is to set up a high ideal and press steadily
towards it — not to irritate every one by ceaseless, useless worry.
The person who is so unfortunate as to be afflicted with a
disposition of this kind should make a most determined fight against
it, for until he conquers it he will be a force working always for
friction and not for peace, and so will be of little real use in the
world. His symptoms differ slightly from those of the more personal
worrier; in his case there are fewer of the carbuncular vortices, but
there is a perpetual tremor, an unrest of the whole astral body which
is equally disquieting to others, equally subversive of happiness and
advancement for the fusser himself.
The man must
learn to be master of his mind and his feelings, and steadily reject
every thought and emotion which his highest self does not approve. A
chaos of petty emotions is unworthy of a rational being, and it is to
the last degree undignified that man, who is a spark of the Divine,
should allow himself to fall under the sway of his desire-elemental —
a thing that is not even a mineral yet.
I have already said
that this disastrous astral confusion is often prejudicial to
physical health; but it is invariably worse than prejudicial to
progress on the path — it is absolutely fatal to it. One of the first
great lessons to be learned on that path is perfect self-control, and
a long stage on the way to that is complete absence of worry. At
first, from mere habit, the matter of the astral body will still be
swept readily into unnecessary vortices, but every time that happens
the man must firmly obliterate them, and restore the steady swing of
the feelings which he, as an ego, really desires to have.
Let
him fill himself so entirely with the divine love that it may be ever
pouring from him in all directions in the shape of love for his
fellow-men, and then there will be no room for unnecessary
vibrations; he will have no time to worry over trifling personal
matters if his whole life is spent in the service of the Logos, in
trying to help forward the evolution of the world. To make any real
progress or to do any real work a man must turn from the lower and
reach towards the higher; he must come out of our world
into Theirs — out of the restlessness into the peace which passeth
understanding.
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Killing Out Desire
We are often told that we must
kill out desire; but it should be remembered that that is a gradual
process. The lower and coarser desire which are meant by the Sanskrit
word kama must certainly be killed out entirely before any
sort of advancement can be made, but in the English sense of the word
we all of us still have certain desire, and are likely to have them
for a very long time to come . We desire keenly, for example, to
serve the Master; to become His pupils; to help humanity. These also
are desires, but they should not be killed. What is necessary is to
kill out the lower and reach up to the higher, that is to say, to
purify our desires and to transmute them into aspirations.
Later on another transmutation will take place. For example, now
we desire to make progress; but a time will come when we shall be so
sure of it that we shall cease to desire, because we know that all
the time it is going on as rapidly as is possible for us, and because
we mean that it shall so go on. Desire is then transmuted into
resolution. At this point there can be no more regret for anything;
you do your best and you know that in response to that the best must
come. Some people desire earnestly to gain this quality or that; do
not waste your power in desiring and wishing, but will
instead.
In the same way it is said that we should slay the
“lunar form”, that is to say the astral body. But that does not mean
that the astral body must be destroyed or that we must be without
feelings and emotions. If that could be so we should have no sympathy
and no understanding of others. What is intended is that we should
keep it completely under control, that we should have the faculty to
“slay the lunar form” at will . Purity is necessary, but it
means not only the abstinence from specified faults, but absolute
selflessness. Ambition, for example, is a very common form of desire,
but in it there is always a thought of self. The adept cannot be
ambitious. His will is one with the will of the Logos, and he wills
evolution. We are all parts of the Logos, and our wills are part of
His. It is only when we do not realize this that we set up desires in
our own separate lines. The regulations for our lives were very well
summed up by the Lord Buddha in one little verse of four short
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one; and that is the way
of love. That is the only thing in the life of the ordinary man which
ever changes this condition for him, which seizes upon him with a
strong hand and for the time being alters his whole attitude. For a
time, at least, when he falls in love, as it is called, some other
person occupies the center of his circle, and he thinks of everything
in all the world in its relation to her, and not in its relation to
himself. The divinity at whose shrine he offers this worship may in
truth seem to the rest of the world to be but a very ordinary person,
but for him she is temporarily the incarnation of grace and beauty;
he sees in her the divinity which is in truth hers, because it lies
latent in all of us, though normally we do not see it. It is true
that in many cases after a time his enthusiasm fades and he transfers
it to another object; but nevertheless for the time he has ceased to
be self-centered, for the time he has had a wider outlook.
Now
this, which the ordinary man thus does unconsciously, the student of
occultism must do consciously. He must deliberately dethrone himself
from the center of the circle of his life, and he must enthrone the
Master there instead. He has been in the habit of thinking
instinctively how everything will affect him, or what he can make of
it, how he can turn it to is profit and pleasure. Instead of that he
must now learn to think of everything as it affects the
Master, and since the Master lives only to help the evolution of
humanity, that means that he must regard everything from the
stand-point of its helpfulness or hindrance to the cause of
evolution. And though at first he will have to do this consciously
and with a certain effort, he must persevere until he does it just as
unconsciously, just as instinctively as heretofore he centered
everything around himself. To use the words of a Master, he must
forget himself utterly only to remember the good of other.
But
even when he has dethroned himself and enthroned the work which he
has to do, he must be exceedingly careful that he does not delude
himself, that he does not return to the old self-centerdness in a
subtler form. Many a good and earnest Theosophical worker have I
known who committed this very mistake, who identified Theosophical
work with himself, and felt that anyone who did not exactly agree
with his ideas and his methods was an enemy of Theosophy. So often
the worker thinks that his way is the only way, and that to differ
from him in opinion is to be a traitor to the cause. But this means
only that the self has
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crept skillfully back into its old place in the
center of the circle, and that the work of dislodging it must be
begun all over again. The only power which the disciple should desire
is that which makes him seem as nothing in the eyes of men. When he
is the center of his circle he may do good work, but it is always
with the feeling that he is doing it, even largely with
the object that it may be he that does it; but when the Master is the
center of his circle he will do the work simply in order that it may
be done. The work is done for the sake of the work and not for the
sake of the doer. And he must learn to look upon his own work
precisely as though it were that of some one else, and upon the work
of some one else precisely as though it were his own. The one thing
that is important is that the work should be done. It matters little
who does it. Therefore, he ought neither to be prejudiced in favor
of his own work and unduly critical of that of another, nor be
hypocritically depreciatory of his own work in order that others may
praise it. To quote the words of Ruskin with regard to art, he ought
to be able to say serenely: “Be it mine or yours, or whose else
it may, this also is well.”
Another danger there is, too,
which is special to the Theosophical worker — the danger of
congratulating himself too soon that he differs from the rest of the
world. Theosophical teaching puts a new complexion upon everything,
so naturally we feel that our attitude is quite different from that
of most other people. There is no harm in thinking this obvious
truth, but I have found that some of our members are apt to pride
themselves upon the fact that they are able to recognize these
things. It does not in the least follow that we, who find ourselves
able to recognize them are, therefore, better than others. Others men
have developed themselves along other lines, and along those lines
they may be very far in advance of us, though along our line they may
be very far in advance of us, though along our line they lack
something which we already have. Remember, the adept is the perfect
man who is fully developed along all possible lines, and so while we
have something to teach these others we also have much to learn from
them, and it would be the height of folly to despise a man because he
has not yet acquired Theosophical knowledge, nor even perhaps the
qualities which enable him to appreciate it. Therefore, in this sense
also we must take care not to be the center of our own circle.
A good plan that you may adopt in order to keep yourself from
slipping back into the center may be to remember, as a symbol of what
ought to be your attitude, what I have before explained to
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you with
regard to the occult view of the course and influence of the planets.
You remember how I explained to you that each planet is a minor focus
in an ellipse, the major focus of which is within the body of the
sun. You are like that minor focus; you are going upon your own
course and doing the work appointed to you, and yet all the time you
are but a reflection of the major focus, and your consciousness is
centered within the sun, for the Master of whom you are a part is a
member of the Great Hierarchy which is ever doing the work of the
Logos.
While a man is the center of his own circle he is
perpetually making the mistake of thinking that he is the center of
everybody else's. He constantly supposes that in everything which
other people say or do they are somehow thinking of him, or aiming
their remarks at him, and with many this becomes a kind of obsession,
and they seem totally unable to realize that each of their neighbors
is as a rule also entirely wrapped up in himself and not thinking of
them at all. So the man makes for himself a great deal of totally
unnecessary trouble and worry, all of which might be avoided if we
would but see things in a sane and rational perspective. Again, it is
because he is the center of his own circle that he is liable to
depression, for that comes only to one who is thinking of himself. If
the Master be the center of his circle, and all his energies are
centered upon serving Him, he has no time for depression, nor has he
the slightest inclination towards it. He is far too eagerly wishing
for work that he can do. His attitude should be that indicated by our
President in her Autobiography — that when a man sees a
piece of work waiting to be done he should say, not as the ordinary
man usually does: “Yes, it would be a good thing, and somebody
ought to do it. But why should I?” — but rather he should say:
“Somebody ought to do this. Why should it not be I?”
As he evolves his circle will widen, and in the end there will
come a time when his circle will be infinite in extent, and then in a
sense he himself will again be its center, because he has identified
himself with the Logos, who is the center of all possible circles,
since every point is equally the center of a circle whose radius is
infinite.
Our Duty to Animals
While you are trying to do your best for all
those around you, do
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not forget that you also have a duty towards
forms of life lower than the human. In order that you may be able to
do that, try to understand your lower brothers, try to understand the
animals, just as you try to understand on a higher level the children
with whom you have to deal. Just as you learn, if you want to help a
child, to look at things from the child's point of view, so, if you
want to help the animal evolution, try to see what is the animal's
point of view. In all cases and with all forms of life our business
is to love and to help, and to try to bring nearer the golden age
when all shall understand one another and all shall cooperate in the
glorious work that is to come.
There is no reason why our
domestic animals should not be trained to help man, and to work in
his service, so long as the work is not painful or excessive. But all
the creatures around us should be trained in the way best for
themselves; that is to say, we should always remember that their
evolution is the object of the divine Will. So that while we should
surely teach our animals all that we can, because that develops
their intelligence, we must take care that we instil into them good
qualities and not evil. We have various creatures brought among us.
We have the dog, the cat, the horse and other originally wild animals
given into our care — brought to us for affection and help. Why? That
we may train them out of their ferocity, and into a higher and more
intelligent state of life — that we may evoke in them devotion,
affection and intellect.
But we must take good care that we
help, not hinder; we must see that we do not increase in our animal
the ferocious qualities which it is the business of is evolution to
get rid of. For example, a man who trains a dog to hunt and kill is
intensifying within him the very instincts which must be eliminated
if the animal is to evolve, and in this way he is degrading a
creature given into his charge instead of helping him on his way,
even though at the same time he may be developing the animal's
intelligence; and thus, though he may do a little good, he is at the
same time doing a great deal of harm which far more than
counterbalances it. The sane thing is true of a man who trains his
dog to be ferocious in order that he may be an efficient protector of
his property.
A man who treats an animal harshly or cruelly may
possibly be evolving his intellect, since the animal may learn to
think more keenly in order to see how to avoid the cruelty. But along
with
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whatever evolution may be gained in this way, there is also the
development of the exceedingly undesirable qualities of fear and
hatred. Thus when, later on, that animal wave of life goes up into
humanity, we shall have a humanity starting terribly handicapped —
starting with these awful qualities of fear and hatred ingrained in
it, instead of a humanity all aspiring, devotional, loving and
gentle, such as we might have had if the men to whom the animal part
of that evolution was committed had done their duty.
We have
also our duty towards other and even lower forms of life than that.
There is the elemental essence, which is surrounding us everywhere;
that elemental essence progresses by means of our thought, and of the
action which we produce upon it by our thoughts, passions, emotions
and feelings. We need not trouble ourselves especially about that,
because if we carry out our higher ideals, if we try to see to it
that all our thought and all our emotion shall be of the highest
possible type, then that also will, at the same time and without
further difficulty, be the discharging of our duty towards the
elemental essence* which is influenced by our thought; it will be
raised and not depressed; the higher qualities which we alone can
reach will be set in motion, vivified and helped at their respective
levels.
All through evolution the assistance of the higher is
expected in the development of the lower, and it is not only by
individualizing them that man has helped the members of the animal
kingdom. In Atlantean days the very formation of their species was
largely given over into his hands, and it is because he failed to do
his duty properly that many things turned out rather differently from
what was originally intended. His mistakes are largely responsible
for the existence of carnivorous creatures which live only to destroy
one another. Not that he was responsible for all
carnivorous creatures; there were such among the gigantic reptiles of
the Lemurian period, and man was not in any way directly engaged in
their evolution; but it was in part his work to assist in the
development from those reptile forms of the mammalia which play so
prominent a part in the world now. Here was his opportunity to
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creatures that came under his hands; and it is because he failed to
do all that he night have done in this direction that he is to some
extent responsible for much that has since gone wrong in the world.
If he had done all his duty it is quite conceivable that we might
have had no carnivorous mammals.
Mankind has for so long
treated animals cruelly that the whole animal world has a general
feeling of fear and enmity towards men. Men have generated in this
way an awful karma, which comes back upon them in terrible suffering,
in various forms of disease and of insanity. Yet, even after all this
bad behaviour on the part of man, few animals will harm him if left
alone. A serpent, for example, will not usually do any injury to a
human being, unless he is first hurt or frightened; and the same
thing is true of nearly all wild animals, except the very few who may
regard man as food, and even they usually will not touch man if they
can get anything else. Except when it is absolutely necessary in
self-defence or in defence of another the destruction of any form of
life ought always to be avoided, as it tends to retard nature' s
work. That is one of the reasons why all consistent Theosophists
refuse to share the sin of slaughter by eating meat or fish, or by
wearing such things as are obtained only by the slaughter of animals,
like sealskin or the feathers of birds. Silk used to be obtained by
the wholesale slaughter of silk-worms, but I hear that there is now a
new way of obtaining it without destroying the worm.
Sympathy
Never set
yourself against the law of nature. Lately, man has gone astray from
nature very much, and materialism has become widely spread. Many
scientific men who know a great deal more about nature are very much
less in sympathy with her than were their less instructed
forefathers. In the useful, and indeed necessary, study of the
exterior many have forgotten the interior; but men will pass through
this intermediate stage of misunderstanding and come back into
sympathy. The older people, who had a closer kinship with nature,
carried on little of detailed examination, which would have seemed
irreverent to them. Because we have become irreverent, have lost the
living feeling, we pry remorselessly. We must take care not to lose
the precision that we
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have gained by this intermediate stage, but
must recover the sympathy. By sympathy one may find out a great deal
which science alone can never discover. In the teaching of children,
we need to make them feel that we understand them, even though in
doing so we may sacrifice some scholastic advantages. The average
child regards grown-up people as foreign entities, strange arbitrary
beings.
All this is true also in connection with our studies of
nature. The nature-spirits are afraid of us, if we study them too
scientifically; we must go with them into their life, and then they
will be interested in the life of humanity also. In their blind way,
flowers and other things feel joy and friendliness. Emerson said that
it appeared to him that when he returned home, the trees in his
garden felt glad to see or feel him again, and no doubt it was quite
true. The trees and animals do know the people who love them. In
India people speak of the “lucky hand” in planting,
meaning that things will grow for some people, but not for others.
One must be in sympathy with the purpose of the Logos. If we are
actively helping in the progress of all, we are living in His will,
which penetrates nature, and this is felt by nature at once; but if
we put ourselves in opposition to evolution, nature shrinks back from
us like a sensitive child.
Our Attitude Towards Children
What is your attitude towards your
children? Remember that these are egos, sparks of the divine life.
They have been entrusted to you, not that you may domineer over them
and brutally ill-treat them , and use them for your own profit and
advantage, but that you may love them and help them in order that
they may be expressions of that divine life. What an outpouring of
love then you ought to feel! How beyond all words your patience and
compassion should be! How deeply you should feel the honor of being
trusted to serve them in this way! Remember always that you are not
the older and they the younger, but that as souls you are all about
the same age, and therefore your attitude must not be that of a
selfish and cruel dictator, but of a helpful friend. You do not
regard your friend differently when he puts on a new coat; remember
therefore that when you meet a child you are meeting a soul wearing a
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new coat, and you should try by perfect kindness and love to draw out
the best that is in it, and to help it to fit on its new coat.
Remember always that true good means good for all, and that good is
never gained at the cost of suffering to others. That
which is so gained is not really good at all.
The Fear of Death
The fear
of death is a stern reality in the minds of many people. A far larger
number suffer from it than one would suppose, and still more from the
fear of what may happen to us after death. Naturally this is
especially to be found among people who have ideas of hell, and of
probable punishment if they do not believe this or that. It is a
gross and degraded form of superstition, but still the suffering is
real, and what is even worse is the fear as to the fate of
others after death. Many a mother’s whole life is embittered by
doubts and fears as to what may happen to her son. He goes far away
from her, perhaps; he falls into the ordinary habits of men of the
world, and does many things contrary to the narrow religious teaching
in which she has been brought up, and so she thinks that he must
suffer eternal torture. While it is true that there is no eternal
hell for him, there is certainly much real earthly suffering for
her.
But we know the law of karma, and realize that the states
after death are simply a continuation of the life which we are now
living, although on a higher plane and without a physical body; and
when in addition we learn that what we commonly call life is only one
day in the real and greater life, then all these things assume quite
a different perspective. We know then that progress is absolutely
certain. A man may stumble, he may set himself against the forces of
progress, but he will be carried on by them in spite of himself,
though when he resists there will be much of bruising and trouble for
him. We see at once that this knowledge eliminates fear.
The
so-called loss of a loved one by death is really only a temporary
absence, and not even that as soon as a man develops the power to
see on the higher planes. Those whom we think we have lost are with
us still, even though with our physical eyes we cannot see them; and
we should never forget that, although we may sometimes be under the
delusion that we have lost them, they are not in the least under the
delusion that they have lost us , because they can still
see our astral bodies, and as soon as we leave the physical vehicle
in sleep we are with them and can communicate with them exactly as
when they were on the physical plane.
We need not worry
ourselves about saving our souls; rather on the other hand, as a
Theosophical writer once said, we may not be entirely beyond the hope
that some day our souls may save us. There is no soul to be saved in
the ordinary sense in which the words are used, because we ourselves
are the souls; and furthermore there is nothing to be saved from
except our own error and ignorance. The body is nothing but a
vestment, and when it is worn out we cast it aside.
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We should then
value our co-workers for what they can do, and not be constantly
blaming them for what they cannot do. Many people have earned the
right to do some particular kind of work, notwithstanding that their
defects may be greater than their virtue. People often make a sad
mistake in comparing their work with that of others, and wishing that
they had the same opportunities. The truth is that each one has his
own gifts and his own powers, and it is not expected of any man that
he should do as much as some other man, but only that he should do
his best — just his own best.
The Master once said that in
reality there are only two classes of men — those who know and those
who do not know. Those who know are they that have seen the light and
have turned towards it, through whatever religion they have come, at
however great a distance from the light they may as yet find
themselves. Many of them may be suffering much in their struggle
towards that light, but at least they have hope before them, and
while we sympathize deeply with them and strive to help them we yet
realize that they are by no means in the worst case. The people
really to be pitied are those who are quite indifferent to all higher
thought — those who do not struggle because they do not care, or
think, or know that there is anything for which to strive. These are
they in truth who constitute “the great orphan
humanity.”
A Day of Life
It is not wise to specialize beyond a
certain point, because one can never really get to the end of any
subject, and it tends more and more to narrow the mind and the
outlook, to produce a one-sided
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and distorted development, and to
cause one to view everything out of its due proportion. We are in the
habit of thinking of a life-time as a long period, but really it is
only a day in greater life. You cannot finish a really great piece of
work in one day; it may need many days, and the work of one
particular day may at the time show no appreciable result; but
nevertheless every day's work is necessary to the completion of the
great task, and if a man should idle day after day because the
completion of the work seems so far off he would certainly not
succeed in getting it done.
There are many to whom Theosophy
comes late in life, who feel themselves somewhat discouraged by the
outlook, thinking they are too old now to take themselves in hand
seriously or to do any valuable work, that the best that they can do
now is to go quietly on to the end of this incarnation in the hope
that they may have a better opportunity in the next.
This is a
sad mistake, and that for various reasons. You do not know what kind
of incarnation karma is preparing for you next time you return to
earth. You do not know whether by any previous action you have
deserved the opportunity of being born into Theosophical
surroundings. In any case the most likely way to secure such a birth
is to make use of the opportunity which has come to you now, for, of
all that we have learned about the working of this great law of cause
and effect, this one fact stands out most clearly — that the result
of taking an opportunity is invariably that another and wider
opportunity is given. If therefore you neglect the opportunity put
before you by your encounter with Theosophy now, it is possible that
in the next incarnation the chance may not come to you again.
If a man sets to work earnestly and permeates his spirit as
thoroughly as possible with Theosophical ideas, that will build them
well into the ego, and will give him so great an attraction towards
them that he is certain, even though he may not remember them in
detail, to seek for them instinctively, and to recognize them, in his
next birth. Every man therefore should begin Theosophical work just
as soon as he hears of it, because whatever of it he contrives to
achieve, however little it may be, will be just so much to the good,
and he will begin tomorrow where he has left off this time. Also by
trying to do what he can with such vehicles as he has, obstinate and
unresponsive though they may prove through lack of pliability, he
will assuredly do much to earn
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for himself more pliable vehicles for
next time. So no effort is lost, and it is never too late in any
given life to enter upon the long, long upward path, and to make a
commencement in the glorious work of helping others.
With an
eternal life before us it would be a mistake to worry because the
present day is drawing near its evening, or in despair to neglect the
preparations for the coming day.
Light on the Path
says:
“Kill out desire of life.” This is often misunderstood,
but its meaning should be plain. You cannot lose your life; why then
should you desire it? It cannot possibly be taken from you. At the
same time the quotation means that you should kill out desire for
particular bodily conditions.
Meditation
I think that our members
sometimes mistake with regard to meditation, because they have not
thoroughly understood the exact way in which it works. They sometimes
think that because they do not feel happy and uplifted after a
meditation it is therefore a failure and entirely useless, or they
find themselves dull and heavy and incapable of meditation. There
seems no reality in anything for them, no certainty about anything,
and they feel that they are making no progress. They suppose that
this must be somehow their own fault and they reproach themselves for
it; but they often ask what they can do to improve matters and to
restore the joy they used to feel.
Now the fact is that that
experience in regard to meditation is that of all seekers after the
spiritual life; you will find that the Christian saints constantly
speak of their sufferings at periods of what they call
“spiritual dryness,” when nothing seems any use and they
feel as though they had lost sight of God altogether. Imagine that I
am sitting looking through a wide-open window upon a beautiful
hill-side, but the sky is dull grey, heavy with a vast pall of could
probably miles in thickness. I have not seen the sun for three days.
I cannot feel its rays, but I know it is there, and I know that some
day these clouds will roll away as others have done, and I shall see
it again. What is necessary for the life of the world is that it
should be there , not that I should see it; it is far
pleasanter to see it and to
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feel the warmth of its rays, but it is
not a necessity of life. I know just exactly how these people feel,
and it is cold comfort to be told that our feelings do not matter,
even though there is a very real sense in which it is true.
I
think it is helpful to remember that our meditation has several
objects — for example:
1. To ensure that,
however deeply we may be immersed in the affairs of the world, we
shall devote at least some time each day to the thought of a high
ideal.
2. To draw us nearer to the Master and
to the Logos, so that from Them strength may be poured upon us and
through us to benefit the world.
3. To train
our higher bodies, so that they may have constant practice in
responding to the highest vibration — to do the same thing for them
that a carefully arranged system of gymnastics or regular exercises
does for the physical body.
Now you will observe that
all these objects are attained just the same whether we feel happy or
not. A mistake that many people make is to suppose that a meditation
which is unsatisfactory to them is therefore ineffectual.
It is just like a little child performing daily her hour of practice
upon the piano. Sometimes perhaps she partially enjoys it, but very
often it is a weariness to her, and her only thought is to finish it
as quickness to her, and her only thought is to finish it as quickly
as possible. She does not know, but we do, that every such hour is
accustoming her fingers to the instrument, and is bringing nearer and
nearer the time when she will derive from her music an enjoyment of
which now she does not even dream. You will observe that this object
is being attained just as much by the unpleasant and unsatisfactory
hour of practice as by that which she enjoys. So in the work of our
meditation sometimes we feel happy and uplifted, and sometimes not;
but in both cases alike it has been acting for our higher bodies as
do the exercises of physical culture or training for our physical
body. It is pleasanter when you have what you call a
“good” meditation; but the only difference between what
seems a good one and a bad one lies in its effect upon the feelings,
and not in the real work which it does towards our evolution.
The reason of the temporary dullness is not always in ourselves —
or rather, it is not always attributable to anything that can
reasonably be called our fault. Often it is purely physical,
resulting from over-fatigue or a nervous strain; often it is due to
surrounding astral or mental influences. Of course it is our karma
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to
be subjected to these, and so in that more remote way we are
responsible; but we must just do the best we can with them, and there
is no need for us to be despondent, or to waste our time in
reproaching ourselves.
Another reason also may be that at
certain times the planetary influences are more favorable for
meditation than at others. I know nothing of this myself, for I have
never considered the planetary influences in these matters, but have
always forced my way to what I desired; but I have heard a friend say
that an astrologer told him that on certain occasions when Jupiter
had certain relations with the moon this had the effect of expanding
the etheric atmosphere and making meditation easier, or at least
making it appear more successful. The astrologer gave him a list,
which he consulted after taking notes of the conditions of his
meditations daily for three or four weeks, when he found that the
results exactly agreed with the influences which were said to be
acting. Certain aspects with Saturn, on the other hand, were said to
congest the etheric atmosphere, making the work of meditation
difficult, and this also was verified in the same way.
The
highest thought that we can have is that of the supreme Lord of all,
but of course we must not suppose that our thought changes in the
least the attitude of the Supreme towards us. We who are students
ought to be far beyond the stage at which a man thinks that he can
produce change in the Supreme — a thought which belongs only to the
ignorant and unphilosophical among the Christians. We ourselves
however are certainly affected by opening ourselves to Him. If you
open the window of your room to the sun, the condition of your room
is much changed by the power of the sun, but the sun is no way
changed by your opening the window. Open the windows of your soul to
God.
During meditation one may try to think of the Supreme Self
in everything and everything in it. Try to understand how the Self is
endeavouring to express itself through the form. One method of
practice for this is to try to identify your consciousness with that
of various creatures, such as a fly, an ant, or a tree. Try to see
and feel things as they see and feel them, until as you pass inwards
all consciousness of the tree or the insect falls away, and the life
of the Logos appears. We are very much more than the tree or the ant;
therefore there is no danger of out being unable to withdraw our
consciousness when the experiment is finished. We do not after all
imprison it in the form of the tree or the ant; we expand it
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to take
in the life in every form. The man who does this for the first time
is usually surprised when he realizes the limitations under which
animals act. He had thought an animal acted in a certain way for what
seemed quite obvious reasons, but when he really enters into the
animal he finds that its motives and intentions are wholly different.
The disciple has to go through this process also with lower classes
of human beings, because without it he could not perfectly help
them.
This enables us to get down to the bed-rock of the Self,
and clears away the darkness and loneliness which often comes over us
at one stage of our progress. When we know quite certainly that we
are part of a whole we do not so much mind where this particular
fragment of it may be, or through what experiences it may be passing.
Whatever loneliness we may have, we feel , we know, that we are never
alone; the Master is always there waiting to help where help is
possible. We must give up the clinging to the particular forms; and
have no motive but to do the will of the Logos. We must never allow
the feeling of loneliness to make us forget the Master or lose faith
in Him, for no progress is possible unless we have the fullest
confidence in the Master whom we choose to serve. If we have only a
half-hearted questioning faith in him we cannot progress. We need not
make the choice of Master unless we will; but having made it we
must have faith in the Teacher and His message.
In
controlling the mind first turn away the senses from outward sounds
and sights, and become insensitive to the waves of thought and
emotion from others. That is comparatively easy, but the next stage
is very difficult, for when this is done there come up from within
disturbances which spring from the uncontrolled activity of the mind.
The meditation of many of our beginners consists mostly of a
continuous struggle to come back to the point. Here comes in the
advice given in The Voice of the
Silence “The mind is
the slayer of the real; let the disciple slay the slayer.” You
must not of course destroy your mind, for you cannot get along
without it, but you must dominate it; it is yours , not
you . The best way to overcome its wandering is to use the
will. It is often suggested that the pupil should help himself by
making a shell round him; but after all shells are but crutches.
Develop will, and you will be able to dispense with them. The astral
body tries to impose itself upon you in the same way, and to make you
believe that its desires are yours; but with that also we must deal
in a precisely similar manner.
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There is no limit to the degree
to which will may be developed. There are decided limitations to the
extent to which the strength of the physical body can be increased,
but there seem to be no limitations in the case of the will.
Fortunately we can train it in the ordinary small things of daily
life every day and all day long, and we can have no better practice
than this. It is much easier for a man to screw up his courage to
face a dramatic martyrdom before a crowd of people than to go on
doing the tiresome daily duty with tiresome people day after day and
year after year. This latter needs much more will-power than the
former. Be careful however that you do not make others suffer in your
efforts to develop your own will. Sometimes people have shown
will-power by leaving home and friends and going out to face all
kinds of difficulties and privations in order to do Theosophical
work. That is quite right if a man is absolutely free to do it; but a
man who left his wife and family for that purpose, or an only son who
left parents that were dependent upon him, would evidently be
neglecting his duty in a way which no one has a right to do, even for
the sake of the noblest motives.
As a result of determined
meditation we begin to build into our bodies the higher kinds of
matter. At this stage we often feel grand emotions, coming from the
buddhic level and reflected in the astral body, and under their
influence we may do fine work and show great self-sacrifice. But then
is needed the development of the mental and causal bodies in order to
steady and balance us; otherwise the grand emotions that have swayed
us in the right direction may very readily become a little twisted
and sway us along some other and less desirable lines. With feeling
alone we never obtain perfect balance or steadiness. It is well that
the high feelings should come, and the more powerfully they come the
better, but that is not enough; wisdom and steadiness must also be
acquired because we need directing power as well as motive force. The
very meaning of buddhic is wisdom, and when that comes it swallows up
all else.
Illumination may mean three quite different things.
First, a man, by setting himself to think intensely and very
carefully over a subject may arrive at some conclusion with respect
to it. Secondly, he may hope to obtain some illumination from his
higher self — to discover what the ego really thinks on its own plane
about the matter in question. Thirdly, a highly developed man may
come into touch with Masters or devas. It is only in the first case
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conclusions would be likely to be vitiated by his
thought-forms. The higher self would be able to transcend these, and
so would a Master or a deva.
All these would have no difficulty
in presenting things as they really are; but we must remember that we
have not only to absorb the information, but also to bring it down
into the physical brain, and as soon as it reaches that brain it will
begin to be colored by prejudices. What we can do in meditation
depends upon what we are doing all day long. If we have built up
prejudices in ordinary life we cannot escape from them during the
time of meditation; but if we patiently endeavor to root out our
prejudices and to learn that the ways of others are just as good as
our own, we are at least on our way towards establishing a gentle and
tolerant attitude which will assuredly extend itself to the special
time of our meditation. It is easy for us to see the disadvantages of
any new ideas or suggestions; these leap to the eyes. But look for
the good also, which does not always so readily emerge.
During
meditation the ego regards the personality much as at any other
time — he is slightly contemptuous usually. Remember your physical
meditation is not for the ego, but for the training of the various
vehicles to be a channel for the ego. If the ego is at all developed
he will meditate also upon his own level; but it does not follow that
his meditation will synchronize with that of the personality. The
force coming down is always that of the ego, but only a small part,
giving a one-sided conception of things. The yoga of a fairly
well-developed ego is to try to raise his consciousness first into
the buddhic plane and then through its various stages. He does this
without reference to what the personality happens to be doing at the
time. Such an ego would probably also send down a little of himself
at the personal meditation, though his own meditations are very
different.
For the development of the powers of the soul,
thought-control is an essential pre-requisite. When the thought is
controlled and the will is strong a good deal may be achi